After all this time...

Well, seeing as it has been five years, I guess it is finally time to really "deal with" losing Jameson.  My therapist has asked several times, what do you mean deal with? What does that look like to you?  Honestly, my response is always a shoulder shrug.  I suppose it is easier to explain what it doesn't look like.  What it doesn't look like is completely shutting out the feeling of sadness and putting any memories of Jameson in a little box in the back of my mind.  With all that being said, this is my first real attempt at "dealing with it".  Now, I am not sure where this journey will take me, but I'm hoping that sharing his story and all the love and joy I feel for him will help heal me.